May 15, 2010

salah aku..

i had such a big fight with my brother afiq today.
mungkin kate2 aku kasar.ye aku tau aku slh.
takpe umi ade crita ttg baran mu pd aku.
i justify the way you run at me and throw sumting at my face as 'darah muda'
i justify the way you hold my hand tight as a self defense.
tidak2 aku tidak blh marah kerna aku tidak layak.tp blhkah aku katekan aku kecewa,mungkin aku juga tidak layak.JGN MRH BG MU SYURGA.yea,aku cuba pegang tp syaitan berjaya tumbangkan aku hari ini.
hari ini umi cried because of us.LORD...help me.
i hate umi's extreme words when she mad at me.yes,maybe because i crossed your limit today.
aku tahu utk gelaran anak solehah jauh utk aku genggam.
i hate myself today.i hate when people keep coming to me and say yes,afi salah.did they know me inside.
mereka panggil aku turun.aku katakan blh tak bg aku reda.bagi aku mase utk aku.TIDAK aku tidak layak.yea,kerana aku salah.


afi...buang perasaan anda jauh2,fikir utk org lain.

1 nasihat:

haha said...

hey, sejauh mana orang salahkan pasukan malaysia bila kalah teruk semalam, but still will have sense of belonging and come back supporting, apetah lagi kasih keluarga. afiq and umi love you more than we both know. you feel bad today, come back stronger tommorow. promise me that. kalau awak kalah, saya apetah lagi.

oh, ni bukan nasihat ye. faaar to be a nasihat.

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